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Watch the stand-up comedy video 'Theo and Pete Davidson Talk About Losing Their Dads at a Young Age' from Theo Von Clips on Comedy Buff. Published 2025-09-25. Transcript available.

You know, there's part of me that's just like, you know, I've been getting a
little bit of flack just because like my dad died 9-11.
So they're like, how could you possibly go there?
So your dad died during 9-11.
He died in one of the buildings?
Yeah, he was a fireman.
They were actually the first truck there.
There's like this very, this is how shitty my luck is.
Also, not to make this all about myself, but.
Well, it's an interview of you, so if you do, it's okay.
I'm at 9-11, but yeah, it's all about me.
There's a very famous shot that you see every 9-11 besides the obvious ones,
but they were the first truck over the bridge to.
So the 9-11?
Yeah, so the front page is just like, Pete's dad.
I'm like, oh, so.
He's waving out the window.
Yeah, he's like that.
So, yeah, they were the first truck over there and pretty much the whole house,
the whole house, you know, died.
Oh.
Which is sad, but also, at least he died with his pals.
You know, it's kind of.
They all went as a group, huh?
That's his truck 118?
No, that's the picture.
You see the truck on the bridge?
Oh.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
My dad's in there, dude.
I wonder.
Oh, man.
Sorry.
That's something Shane Gillis would say, dude.
Pretty gay, dude.
He's in there.
It's pretty gay.
I don't know.
Yeah, dude.
Yeah, my Down syndrome brother's in there.
Yeah, that's what I feel like that's what Shane would say the whole time.
That's your dad right there?
That's my pops, dude.
Dude, he's, you're mech, you're part, you're mech Latino?
No, no, all white and Jewish and Irish.
Oh, wow.
And all Italian.
Yeah, but I feel like our family looks mixed, but we're not.
Well, it's crazy that he died in 9-11 and also part of him is accused of doing
it.
That's the craziest part.
So I think that's where you're like the, you're the fucking, you're the Bermuda
Triangle of 9-11.
Well, it is a little weird that they were the first truck there.
That is true.
It's almost like he was too ready to go.
Yeah, it's the old Irish hello, huh?
Yeah.
Yeah, that's the Irish part, I think.
Oh, man, he's a handsome guy.
What was he like?
He was fucking hilarious, man.
He was, my memories are, you know, few and far between because I was seven, but
I just
remember laughing a lot, him being pretty jacked and smoking a lot of
cigarettes and driving
a Subaru Impreza.
That's all I remember.
Ooh.
Always had a big smile on his face, but my favorite thing is, I don't know if
you have,
I'm sure you do, people come to your shows and they're like, I knew, I don't
know,
your dad or I knew, I know your cousin or whatever.
A lot of people lie to me about that just to come backstage because they know I
can't
be like, you know, sure or whatever.
But I don't want to hear about it.
Of course you want to hear a story about your dad.
Of course.
I could always tell who is telling the truth because the second they start
talking, they
have this big smile and their eyes kind of light up.
And they call him Scotty, which is what his friends call him.
So I always could tell.
And everything I hear is always really sweet.
So I'm sure they like keep the horrible things away.
Yeah.
Scotty met on the Jets.
Yeah.
He did.
Did he?
He's a big Jets fan.
Oh.
Yeah.
But you, you lost your pops too.
You were young too, right?
Yeah.
I was 16.
My dad died.
He was just older though.
But I think like, yeah, just, yeah.
I mean, losing your dad when you're a kid is kind of tough.
I think it's, obviously it's tough.
I think it's, it is funny.
As you get older, you want to know the different stuff about him, you know?
Yeah.
Like, was he a pervert or whatever?
What did he like?
Because it's still more information, you know?
Like, did he sleep in his car or whatever, you know?
Like, what did he do, you know, for fun?
I think it's worse at your age though, because you could fully understand the
scope of what
happened.
And you're at such a pivotal age in your life where you're growing and becoming
a man.
I was really young, so I didn't even really know what the fuck happened.
And it hit me later.
Like, when I was in college, I was like, oh, I'm pretty angry about this.
Like, it'll show up more and more as I get older, because you understand, like,
that's
really sad to happen to a kid.
But I feel like your age, and forgive me if I'm wrong, but like, that's like,
that's
like visceral.
That's, that's some tough shit.
Yeah.
I think, you know, my dad was so old.
My dad was set, you know, my dad was born in 1910.
He was an old man.
And so.
What?
He was 70 when I was born.
So he was 86 at that time, right?
Holy shit.
So it wasn't like I had like this, you know, dad that had this energy and, you
know, I had
this kind of dad that was like a sleeping in the distance a lot or like, you
know, all
inadvertently causing shit to have, like falling asleep in the carpool.
He'd come pick me up and he'd fucking doze off out there, you know?
And, and he, my dad had this, he was always buying cars off these brothers that
lived around
the corner, right?
And so he had, one time he had this Cutlass that had some 22s in the trunk,
some fucking
bangers in that bitch.
And he would just listen to like, uh, Rush Limbaugh and shit, like on with, but
with bass.
Cranked up.
Oh, bro.
And like, uh, it would be like Paul Harvey and just like these, these old
commentators.
And he would fucking just doze off in his car.
And whenever he dozed off as he was old, his eyes would like leak and they're
just like
water would kind of pour out of him because you're getting old, you know, your
gaskets
get bad.
And so he was just fucking just shedding water weight and I was just fucking
like, what
is going on?
So you were a little prepared.
You were a little prepared.
I was prepared that things weren't going to go well.
Right.
You know, so my dad kind of was like a driving 9-11 kind of, he like kind of
pulls up in
his own little, like I would have been awesome if that, we got to put my dad's
car behind
that fire truck.
Superimpose your dad's car in there.
Yeah.
He was always a 9-11 dude, every time he came in and it's something you'd have
to get
his fucking car doors didn't work, get a climb in the fucking wind.
Everything was a fucking nightmare with him.
And the teachers would always look at you like, don't get in there with your
dad.
Yeah.
But that's your parent picking you up.
Like, but then there's little things like, did you have some nice mementos of
his?
Uh, I have actually, I have his, uh, his wedding ring that I wear all the time
and I
have, uh, his, um, it's actually super fucked up, but I have his, uh, badge,
like
his chain, his badge and, and they found that's how they, you know, cause
everybody was pretty
burnt up.
Yeah.
So that's how they knew it was him.
And, uh, I have it and I, I just keep it in a safe cause like with my luck, I'll
lose
that shit.
But, um, I have like a couple of those things and I have, uh, his, uh, his fire,
his like
jacket and like other set of pants.
And I, I put them like on the wall.
I like framed him, but then I put them, I took them down though.
Cause like sometimes I'll be feeling good and then I'll see that and I'll be
like,
uh, yeah, you know, it's like a weird, it's a weird thing.
I remember my mom has, it's like everywhere you look, it's like, you know, my
dad, like
and it's fucking, it's kind of on a condom.
That's a lot.
Sorry.
That's crazy.
I was just trying to make you laugh.
No, it did make me laugh.
But it's kind of haunting where you're just like, I would like the option.
Like if I want to go down memory lane, I can, but like, you know, just like
have your dad
staring at you.
You don't want memory lane, just hanging out on the wall being like, Hey, do a
lap.
You know?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Oh, wow.
Do you have any stuff for your dads?
Do you have the speakers?
No.
What do we have?
We have, I have his passport for whenever he moved to the U S.
Where's he from?
He's from Nicaragua.
He came down here when I think he was like, let me see, I guess he was 12 or
whatever.
That's wild.
It was pretty wild.
I don't know anyone from there.
That's crazy.
I don't know either.
I don't know.
It's like a real place.
It's like a place you live on my space when you're in high school.
Oh, Nicaragua.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Or Schenectady, New York.
Oh yeah.
Kalamazoo, Michigan.
Yeah.
Dude.
I remember when I saw Kalamazoo in the airport one time, people were going
there one day.
I couldn't even fucking believe it.
I thought they were like traveling into a Dr. Seuss novel or something.
I was like, tell Cindy Lou who.
I said, what's up, huh?
How old is she?
You feel me?
BLM, dude.
But yeah, I think as you get older, stuff like that's interesting.
Were you able to find pieces of fatherhood in other men as you got older?
Yeah.
I think that's inadvertently what I was doing.
I wasn't like very conscious.
Like, I need to find me a dad, you know?
Yeah.
But as I look back, you know, that was what was cool about getting into comedy.
I was 16, so everyone, the youngest comedian friend I had was like, I don't
know, 29, 30.
It was like Che, DiStefano.
Oh, that's great.
You know, all those guys, Giannis, Nate, Soder.
And like, it was all dudes that were older than me that like, you know,
obviously there's not, there wasn't a lot of other younger dudes.
But I really, I really looked up to them.
And like, I just see Joey, I do shows with Joey all the time.
He's like in his 50s.
So most of my friends I find are like, you know, 40 and up because I think that
makes me feel safe.
And also just like, there's this for some form of like big brother sort of
thing.
Yeah, somebody looking out for you.
But also when you go through a tragedy that young, like your brain is older.
Like, I always felt like I was older, like in school where like when that
happened, you know, kids would be like, you want to like have a pool party?
And I'm like, no, like, I want to smoke cigarettes and cry.
Like, I'm, that's, yeah, it's like, it's not that, that like innocence is kind
of taken away really fast.
And that's why I got into standup.
I'd watch, you know, Burr and Chappelle and, you know, Rodney's my favorite.
So I think that's why I like veered towards laughing a lot.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I'm just a sad dude.
Like, I feel like most of us are pretty.
Were you a pretty sad dude, you think?
Yeah, I think there's.
You always get pigeonholed as this not sad dude, I think.
Yeah, I'm like, what the fuck, guys?
I'm like, I'm pretty, everybody's always like, oh, that guy just, and that's
where some of the hatred comes.
He just, he, I don't give a fuck attitude.
I'm like, no, I'm, I'm miserable.
I want to be that dude too.
All the dude you guys are talking about, I want to be him.
I don't even know that guy.
I look at pictures.
I'm like, who is this guy that everybody's talking about?
You know, like, it's not me.
But yeah, I grew up super duper sad.
There's, my mom shows pictures.
You could always tell what pictures of me when I'm little before and after my
dad passed.
Because the eyes are different.
Oh.
Like, the eyes are just like sad.
The eyes have it.
That's what they say.
Yeah.
Damn.
I feel like you're, people think you must be like the happiest silly dude ever.
But I feel like you have some layers.
Oh, yeah, dude.
I'd like to be in a wheelchair a lot of times.
You know?
Just cause?
Just to fucking show them.
I'll show them.
That's my attitude.
Show other dudes in wheelchairs?
Take that bitch right out into a fucking interstate.
I'll show them.
Hit me.
I'll go to heaven right now, motherfucker.
Do you ever play truth or, not truth or dare, but like kind of Russian roulette
with yourself
where you're like, if I die this way, I'm supposed to.
Ooh.
Let me think about that.
Like, where I got a motorcycle for a little bit.
You did?
Just for a bit.
And then I got into an accident.
Why just for a bit?
So, it was kind of like a, if I go this way, like I was young.
I was like, I don't give a fuck.
Like, I'm rock and roll, dude.
But then, I didn't realize like you can get in a motorcycle accident and it not
be your fault.
Like, I didn't realize you can get hit by other cars.
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You don't think about that.
I don't think about it.
You're just like, it's all in my control.
But some dude, some dude clipped me and then the bike kind of fell on me.
It was pretty mid, but I was like, oh, you could.
It was enough.
Yeah, I don't want to die by someone else.
I want to do it.
Right.
Well, yeah.
Yeah, I want to go out on my shit, so.
Yeah, motherfucker.
Yeah.
I'll die, bitch.
Watch me.
Yeah.
You don't think I'll die?
Watch.
Yeah.
Did you ever get that bad off with like your emotions or were you always able
to have some
awareness, you think?
I'm good now, but I used to dip in that.
I was very like, growing up, I wanted to die to be with my dad.
Really?
Very badly.
Yeah.
So I tried.
This is so fucking embarrassing.
But I said really when you said that also, of course.
No.
Yeah.
But I like I tried my first time when I was like eight.
I tried to like grab myself and then my mom like, this is so dark, but like
found me in
the pool seeing what I was trying to do.
And then she took me to like a psych ward when I was like eight.
So I've struggled with that.
And then I kind of got out of it when I first started, I would say right around
when I got
SNL because I didn't have many friends growing up and it was my fault.
Like I've said this before, where like I was suffering and I was super weird
and I was
like, you know, very visibly hurting.
But, you know, kids don't know that that's what you're going through.
They just think you're weird.
Like they don't have this scope of, did you feel like a lot of like were like
thoughts
and stuff were trapped inside of you kind of, or what did you feel like you
think?
Yeah.
It was like on a hamster wheel of just like I have, cause I have OCD and, uh,
you know,
manic depression.
So like, it's just, that's a horrible combo.
And then you start doing drugs and it's like, good luck.
You know, you're a fucking slot machine.
Yeah.
Of depression and the worst stuff.
Um, and then, uh, I w I would like revert to that, uh, when I got sad, but then
when I started doing standup, I kind of was like, uh, I found like a group of
weird friends
and like, uh, artists are cool and they, they understand like sadness and like
a lot of them
are like, um, you know, not afraid to talk about that stuff.
Oh yeah.
You know?
And I, I really like, I was like, oh yeah, you know, and also my mom, you know,
my mom's
the most supportive person in the world.
She's a cool lady.
The best.
I mean, like, what's her name?
Amy.
Oh, that's a good name.
Oh, never dated.
She married a fireman, Amy.
Yeah.
She's, she's a nurse.
Like, no, yeah.
They met each other in grammar school, like super Staten Island.
I want to marry a nurse.
And my mom, look how cute my mom is.
She's just a sweet lady.
She never dated after my mom, uh, after my dad died, just raised me and my
sister like
alone and worked hard.
And she's been the most supportive ever.
And, uh, it got to a point where she, she called me, uh, when I was, uh, when I
was
rehab and she was like, my biggest fear is that I will turn on the news.
And see that my son has died.
Oh, and she's never been like that.
Like, you know, cause she's so supportive and just, you know, wants to always
have positivity
around.
Yeah.
And she already lost something.
She loved it.
Exactly.
And that fucking, that killed me.
Oh yeah.
So like, I was like, all right, you know, can't die until she's dead at least.
Yeah.
All right, Amy.
Yeah.
You got it.
Like when that lady's, when that lady says that to you, look at that lady.
I mean, how are you going to be like, I'd have to be a heartless fucking sociopath
to
not get my shit together.
You know?
You're like, okay, this is what I need.
Yeah.
Oh, good lady.
Oh, that's cute, man.
Yeah.
I'm a lucky guy in that aspect.
I have a really like supportive, uh, cool family that has never asked me for
anything.
And they should, like they could.
And they, a lot of them need stuff.
Fuck yeah.
You bought Colin Jost that shitty boat, dude.
Yeah.

Theo and Pete Davidson Talk About Losing Their Dads at a Young Age

You know, there's part of me that's just like, you know, I've been getting a
little bit of flack just because like my dad died 9-11.
So they're like, how could you possibly go there?
So your dad died during 9-11.
He died in one of the buildings?
Yeah, he was a fireman.
They were actually the first truck there.
There's like this very, this is how shitty my luck is.
Also, not to make this all about myself, but.
Well, it's an interview of you, so if you do, it's okay.
I'm at 9-11, but yeah, it's all about me.
There's a very famous shot that you see every 9-11 besides the obvious ones,
but they were the first truck over the bridge to.
So the 9-11?
Yeah, so the front page is just like, Pete's dad.
I'm like, oh, so.
He's waving out the window.
Yeah, he's like that.
So, yeah, they were the first truck over there and pretty much the whole house,
the whole house, you know, died.
Oh.
Which is sad, but also, at least he died with his pals.
You know, it's kind of.
They all went as a group, huh?
That's his truck 118?
No, that's the picture.
You see the truck on the bridge?
Oh.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
My dad's in there, dude.
I wonder.
Oh, man.
Sorry.
That's something Shane Gillis would say, dude.
Pretty gay, dude.
He's in there.
It's pretty gay.
I don't know.
Yeah, dude.
Yeah, my Down syndrome brother's in there.
Yeah, that's what I feel like that's what Shane would say the whole time.
That's your dad right there?
That's my pops, dude.
Dude, he's, you're mech, you're part, you're mech Latino?
No, no, all white and Jewish and Irish.
Oh, wow.
And all Italian.
Yeah, but I feel like our family looks mixed, but we're not.
Well, it's crazy that he died in 9-11 and also part of him is accused of doing
it.
That's the craziest part.
So I think that's where you're like the, you're the fucking, you're the Bermuda
Triangle of 9-11.
Well, it is a little weird that they were the first truck there.
That is true.
It's almost like he was too ready to go.
Yeah, it's the old Irish hello, huh?
Yeah.
Yeah, that's the Irish part, I think.
Oh, man, he's a handsome guy.
What was he like?
He was fucking hilarious, man.
He was, my memories are, you know, few and far between because I was seven, but
I just
remember laughing a lot, him being pretty jacked and smoking a lot of
cigarettes and driving
a Subaru Impreza.
That's all I remember.
Ooh.
Always had a big smile on his face, but my favorite thing is, I don't know if
you have,
I'm sure you do, people come to your shows and they're like, I knew, I don't
know,
your dad or I knew, I know your cousin or whatever.
A lot of people lie to me about that just to come backstage because they know I
can't
be like, you know, sure or whatever.
But I don't want to hear about it.
Of course you want to hear a story about your dad.
Of course.
I could always tell who is telling the truth because the second they start
talking, they
have this big smile and their eyes kind of light up.
And they call him Scotty, which is what his friends call him.
So I always could tell.
And everything I hear is always really sweet.
So I'm sure they like keep the horrible things away.
Yeah.
Scotty met on the Jets.
Yeah.
He did.
Did he?
He's a big Jets fan.
Oh.
Yeah.
But you, you lost your pops too.
You were young too, right?
Yeah.
I was 16.
My dad died.
He was just older though.
But I think like, yeah, just, yeah.
I mean, losing your dad when you're a kid is kind of tough.
I think it's, obviously it's tough.
I think it's, it is funny.
As you get older, you want to know the different stuff about him, you know?
Yeah.
Like, was he a pervert or whatever?
What did he like?
Because it's still more information, you know?
Like, did he sleep in his car or whatever, you know?
Like, what did he do, you know, for fun?
I think it's worse at your age though, because you could fully understand the
scope of what
happened.
And you're at such a pivotal age in your life where you're growing and becoming
a man.
I was really young, so I didn't even really know what the fuck happened.
And it hit me later.
Like, when I was in college, I was like, oh, I'm pretty angry about this.
Like, it'll show up more and more as I get older, because you understand, like,
that's
really sad to happen to a kid.
But I feel like your age, and forgive me if I'm wrong, but like, that's like,
that's
like visceral.
That's, that's some tough shit.
Yeah.
I think, you know, my dad was so old.
My dad was set, you know, my dad was born in 1910.
He was an old man.
And so.
What?
He was 70 when I was born.
So he was 86 at that time, right?
Holy shit.
So it wasn't like I had like this, you know, dad that had this energy and, you
know, I had
this kind of dad that was like a sleeping in the distance a lot or like, you
know, all
inadvertently causing shit to have, like falling asleep in the carpool.
He'd come pick me up and he'd fucking doze off out there, you know?
And, and he, my dad had this, he was always buying cars off these brothers that
lived around
the corner, right?
And so he had, one time he had this Cutlass that had some 22s in the trunk,
some fucking
bangers in that bitch.
And he would just listen to like, uh, Rush Limbaugh and shit, like on with, but
with bass.
Cranked up.
Oh, bro.
And like, uh, it would be like Paul Harvey and just like these, these old
commentators.
And he would fucking just doze off in his car.
And whenever he dozed off as he was old, his eyes would like leak and they're
just like
water would kind of pour out of him because you're getting old, you know, your
gaskets
get bad.
And so he was just fucking just shedding water weight and I was just fucking
like, what
is going on?
So you were a little prepared.
You were a little prepared.
I was prepared that things weren't going to go well.
Right.
You know, so my dad kind of was like a driving 9-11 kind of, he like kind of
pulls up in
his own little, like I would have been awesome if that, we got to put my dad's
car behind
that fire truck.
Superimpose your dad's car in there.
Yeah.
He was always a 9-11 dude, every time he came in and it's something you'd have
to get
his fucking car doors didn't work, get a climb in the fucking wind.
Everything was a fucking nightmare with him.
And the teachers would always look at you like, don't get in there with your
dad.
Yeah.
But that's your parent picking you up.
Like, but then there's little things like, did you have some nice mementos of
his?
Uh, I have actually, I have his, uh, his wedding ring that I wear all the time
and I
have, uh, his, um, it's actually super fucked up, but I have his, uh, badge,
like
his chain, his badge and, and they found that's how they, you know, cause
everybody was pretty
burnt up.
Yeah.
So that's how they knew it was him.
And, uh, I have it and I, I just keep it in a safe cause like with my luck, I'll
lose
that shit.
But, um, I have like a couple of those things and I have, uh, his, uh, his fire,
his like
jacket and like other set of pants.
And I, I put them like on the wall.
I like framed him, but then I put them, I took them down though.
Cause like sometimes I'll be feeling good and then I'll see that and I'll be
like,
uh, yeah, you know, it's like a weird, it's a weird thing.
I remember my mom has, it's like everywhere you look, it's like, you know, my
dad, like
and it's fucking, it's kind of on a condom.
That's a lot.
Sorry.
That's crazy.
I was just trying to make you laugh.
No, it did make me laugh.
But it's kind of haunting where you're just like, I would like the option.
Like if I want to go down memory lane, I can, but like, you know, just like
have your dad
staring at you.
You don't want memory lane, just hanging out on the wall being like, Hey, do a
lap.
You know?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Oh, wow.
Do you have any stuff for your dads?
Do you have the speakers?
No.
What do we have?
We have, I have his passport for whenever he moved to the U S.
Where's he from?
He's from Nicaragua.
He came down here when I think he was like, let me see, I guess he was 12 or
whatever.
That's wild.
It was pretty wild.
I don't know anyone from there.
That's crazy.
I don't know either.
I don't know.
It's like a real place.
It's like a place you live on my space when you're in high school.
Oh, Nicaragua.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Or Schenectady, New York.
Oh yeah.
Kalamazoo, Michigan.
Yeah.
Dude.
I remember when I saw Kalamazoo in the airport one time, people were going
there one day.
I couldn't even fucking believe it.
I thought they were like traveling into a Dr. Seuss novel or something.
I was like, tell Cindy Lou who.
I said, what's up, huh?
How old is she?
You feel me?
BLM, dude.
But yeah, I think as you get older, stuff like that's interesting.
Were you able to find pieces of fatherhood in other men as you got older?
Yeah.
I think that's inadvertently what I was doing.
I wasn't like very conscious.
Like, I need to find me a dad, you know?
Yeah.
But as I look back, you know, that was what was cool about getting into comedy.
I was 16, so everyone, the youngest comedian friend I had was like, I don't
know, 29, 30.
It was like Che, DiStefano.
Oh, that's great.
You know, all those guys, Giannis, Nate, Soder.
And like, it was all dudes that were older than me that like, you know,
obviously there's not, there wasn't a lot of other younger dudes.
But I really, I really looked up to them.
And like, I just see Joey, I do shows with Joey all the time.
He's like in his 50s.
So most of my friends I find are like, you know, 40 and up because I think that
makes me feel safe.
And also just like, there's this for some form of like big brother sort of
thing.
Yeah, somebody looking out for you.
But also when you go through a tragedy that young, like your brain is older.
Like, I always felt like I was older, like in school where like when that
happened, you know, kids would be like, you want to like have a pool party?
And I'm like, no, like, I want to smoke cigarettes and cry.
Like, I'm, that's, yeah, it's like, it's not that, that like innocence is kind
of taken away really fast.
And that's why I got into standup.
I'd watch, you know, Burr and Chappelle and, you know, Rodney's my favorite.
So I think that's why I like veered towards laughing a lot.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I'm just a sad dude.
Like, I feel like most of us are pretty.
Were you a pretty sad dude, you think?
Yeah, I think there's.
You always get pigeonholed as this not sad dude, I think.
Yeah, I'm like, what the fuck, guys?
I'm like, I'm pretty, everybody's always like, oh, that guy just, and that's
where some of the hatred comes.
He just, he, I don't give a fuck attitude.
I'm like, no, I'm, I'm miserable.
I want to be that dude too.
All the dude you guys are talking about, I want to be him.
I don't even know that guy.
I look at pictures.
I'm like, who is this guy that everybody's talking about?
You know, like, it's not me.
But yeah, I grew up super duper sad.
There's, my mom shows pictures.
You could always tell what pictures of me when I'm little before and after my
dad passed.
Because the eyes are different.
Oh.
Like, the eyes are just like sad.
The eyes have it.
That's what they say.
Yeah.
Damn.
I feel like you're, people think you must be like the happiest silly dude ever.
But I feel like you have some layers.
Oh, yeah, dude.
I'd like to be in a wheelchair a lot of times.
You know?
Just cause?
Just to fucking show them.
I'll show them.
That's my attitude.
Show other dudes in wheelchairs?
Take that bitch right out into a fucking interstate.
I'll show them.
Hit me.
I'll go to heaven right now, motherfucker.
Do you ever play truth or, not truth or dare, but like kind of Russian roulette
with yourself
where you're like, if I die this way, I'm supposed to.
Ooh.
Let me think about that.
Like, where I got a motorcycle for a little bit.
You did?
Just for a bit.
And then I got into an accident.
Why just for a bit?
So, it was kind of like a, if I go this way, like I was young.
I was like, I don't give a fuck.
Like, I'm rock and roll, dude.
But then, I didn't realize like you can get in a motorcycle accident and it not
be 