Name: Blaire White Tells Joe About Her DMT Experience
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Watch the stand-up comedy video 'Blaire White Tells Joe About Her DMT Experience' from PowerfulJRE on Comedy Buff. Published 2021-12-10. Transcript available.

- The Joe Rogan experience.
- But this is another,
one of the really big realizations I had doing DMT.
So we should talk about that.
So, since doing DMT, which I did it two weeks ago,
I did it twice in two weeks,
I had this like overwhelming sense of like,
some people do DMT and then they start seeing people
as NPCs, I've heard that talked about.
Like they start seeing people as like,
these are not real people with souls
and like, that's strange to me.
- Who said that?
- I see it all the time.
People's like, I've had friends that do it
and they start seeing people as NPCs
based on what kind of trip they had.
Like if they saw the elves or didn't,
if they just saw cool colors or didn't.
And for me, I actually--
- Wait a minute, wait a minute.
So you're saying that if people have a DMT trip
and they didn't see the elves
and they think of that person who had that DMT trip
as an NPC?
- As like an NPC, like you don't have like a soul
'cause you didn't really connect with like any beings,
you just saw pretty colors,
like you had a very simple experience,
you know what I mean?
- Oh, that's so silly.
- But I had the opposite from after doing a DMT.
I see so much more humanity in everyone I'm around.
Like I feel very changed after doing DMT.
It's a very profound experience.
And like, I'm just noticing more things about people,
I'm being more aware of like their body language
when they talk to me.
And it's, I think it was a very positive thing doing DMT.
And my experience was the closest thing
the closest thing to a spiritual experience I've ever had
because I've never been a person that's been terribly connected
to like anything larger than me.
I'd never been religious, never been spiritual.
And I'd say it was the closest to like a spiritual thing for me.
- I think it is a spiritual thing.
I think it's an undeniably spiritual thing.
And that's the thing about it is like it forces you to think
about love and connection and then the bonds that people have
with each other in a way that you don't get from anything else.
The powerful experience of a transcended psychedelic moment
is, it's not like anything else you experience in life
other than maybe like a near death experience.
- Yeah.
- But you could argue that they're the same thing.
I know people that have had near death experiences
that swear that it was like a DMT trip.
- I'm sure.
And they're, I think, I don't think it's confirmed,
but people say that it's what happens when you legally die
or medically die.
It's like you have a DMT trip and I could see that.
- It's not confirmed, but there's a lot of, you know,
there's a lot of evidence that points to that.
- I could see that.
And in a way made me like less fearful of death
because I was like, if this is what happens at the end,
it's a great feeling.
- Yeah.
- I'm okay with it going out like that.
Like it's, you just get this, for me at least,
when I first was hitting it and then like,
you start to leave the planet.
I felt like this intense, like set of rings
going around my body, like of just warmth
and like happiness and love.
And then all of a sudden I'm like in space.
And I did see an elf, which is what people call them.
- What did they look like?
- Kind of like a court jester and it had like slinky long arms.
And it was, and it sounds like crackhead shit
if you'd ever done D.O.T.
- No, I saw a bunch of court jesters too.
- A lot of people have a shared like physical description
of what these things look like.
- One of my most profound experiences,
there was a bunch of court jesters giving me the finger.
- Just flipping you off.
- They're like, fuck you, like openly mocking me.
And I was like, what?
- Killing your ego.
- Well, I realized I take myself too seriously.
Like as they were doing it, I was like,
I know what you're saying.
And they went like this.
- Like chill out.
- That's it.
I like, I got it.
Like while they were doing it, I was like,
oh, I get it, I get it.
And you're like, mm-hmm.
- That's the thing is like they,
a common experience, people who meet the elves
or the jester, whatever you want to call them,
they have like something to like teach you.
So for me, it was kind of similar to learning
not to take myself seriously,
but it was more so don't take life so fucking seriously.
Trust the process of life because I'm someone who,
even though I like to think I have my life pretty together,
I still worry about everything so much all the time.
I'm always stressed out.
And the elf was telling me like,
does everything have to be a fight, Blair?
Is everything a war?
Are you worried about everything?
Like kind of clowning me a little bit,
literally 'cause it's kind of clownish.
Like really, is everything that serious?
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- And I was like, yeah, I'll just chill out.
Yeah.
And it was like that simple.
I was like, okay, I'll chill.
- It's good that you can grasp that
and have that experience and learn from it.
'Cause a lot of people can't.
And that's when they have bad trips.
Because they try to fight it.
And they try to resist.
And they're like, no, I don't wanna fight anything.
And then all of a sudden you're in this fucking death spiral.
- That was my mistake with shrooms.
- Oh.
- I did shrooms about a year ago.
It was actually when I was evacuating LA
'cause the riots went up with some friends in the mountains.
Let's do shrooms.
And it was my first time doing it.
And the person who was supplying said shrooms
basically gave me a huge plate like this big,
stacked it, covered it in shrooms and said,
eat all of them, which is very irresponsible
for someone's first time.
- How many grams?
- I don't know.
I just know it was a plate covered in shrooms.
- Show me the size of the plate.
Give me an example.
Oh my God.
- It was like a dinner plate.
- Like when you'd go to like Ruth's Chris and have a steak.
- Yes.
Yes.
But it was shrooms.
And I have never done shrooms in my life.
I had no, 'cause until you do a psychedelic,
you have no concept of psychedelic.
Like weed isn't anything close to it,
not even the same planet.
So I ate all of it.
We walked down to the water and then the whole world changed.
But the difference between shrooms and DMT is like,
to me, with shrooms, you're still on earth,
even though earth's heavily distorted and--
- That's because you have your eyes open
and you're walking around.
- That's true.
DMT, you leave earth.
- If you were in silent darkness,
if you were alone by yourself in the dark
and you were laying down on mushrooms,
and you just closed your eyes,
it'd be very similar.
- Oh, okay.
That makes sense to me.
- Yeah.
- Yeah, we were walking around
and there's something about doing it,
like we were in this neighborhood in Big Bear
with all these like cabins.
And like I was started getting so freaked out
that everyone was just watching from their houses.
And it was me and five people.
And so we were all tripping,
walking back to the cabin from the water,
holding hands, walking slowly.
- Oh my God.
- And I was like, are people looking?
Are people looking?
- They probably are.
Holding hands?
- No, yeah, for sure.
- Tripping balls?
- And we were all like social media people or whatever.
We were like, people are gonna film this.
It's gonna be on YouTube tomorrow.
- Wow, it'd be fun.
- Yeah, I wouldn't have been ashamed.
- It's not the best idea to do that publicly.
A lot of people wind up doing that.
They do it publicly and they trip balls
and they walk around.
- Or to eat a whole fucking plate.
- Yeah.
- I should have had one little shroom.
- That's a good way to start.
A good way to start is like one
and you get like a little feeling,
maybe like a do-a-gram, you know, nothing crazy.
Before you wanna get into like the three to five gram,
like yikes.
- I think it's also very important to do it
when you're maybe in a good place in life.
Like I would never wanna do it if I was in a bad place.
Like when I did shrooms,
half of my trip was really, really scary and really bad
because I was in a bad mindset.
Like LA was on fire, I was escaping,
I felt unsure about the world right before we tripped.
It was like a news report,
like Trump going into a bunker
as protesters ascended upon the White House.
And I was like, let me escape this.
I don't think it's good to use it like as escapism shrooms.
- Did Trump have to go to a bunker?
Is that real?
- I think they, I think he denied it after that,
but I remember in DC when it was the riots happening
and I think they moved Trump to a safe place.
I'm sure he would deny it, but.
But when I did DMT, I did it very recently
and I'm in like one of the best places of my life recently.
Like I'm in a new city that I'm actually really enjoying,
even though it was a tough transition at first.
Been through a couple of those.
But I'm just very happy, so I wasn't escaping anything.
I was like, teach me what you have to teach me.
- Right.
- Yeah.
And then the second time I went even farther, but.
- It's very bizarre that it's so there.
It's so easy to get to.
It's just 15 seconds away.
It's one of the most insane experiences
that a human being could possibly encounter.
- Yeah.
- It's, if that was a, if there was a thing
that you could, like a ride at Disneyland,
it would be a mile long, mile long line
to get into that fucking thing.
- Right.
- Everybody would be like, oh, I wanna go on that ride.
- Right.
- 'Cause it's so fucking crazy.
- Yeah, and just the fact that, I don't know.
So I had a lot of resistance
towards ever trying psychedelics for a while
because I did grow up in a household
where everyone was addicted to drugs
and my brother was in prison for selling drugs
and heroin and all that kind of shit, right?
So I was like, I'm never gonna do drugs.
But then like, I just see psychedelics a bit different.
It's not, it's not meth.
It's not any of that shit.
- No, they are very, very, very different.
- Yeah, it's a whole different thing.
And like, it's really hard to even articulate
what the trip is with DMT specifically
without ever doing it.
So like people were telling me about the elves
and I was like, y'all are crackheads.
Don't tell me about some fucking elves I'm about to meet.
- The problem with the term drug is it's all,
it's a blanket term that you could use for caffeine.
You use for nicotine, you use for alcohol.
- Chocolate.
- Yeah, there's a lot of drugs.
- Yeah.
- Adrenaline's a drug.
- And while I'm sure it's possible,
I can't imagine after now doing DMT twice,
I can't imagine someone becoming like addicted to it.
- Oh, I wouldn't know about that.
I know a guy was a tattoo artist that was doing DMT
every fucking day, multiple times a day.
And then finally the entities had to sit him down
and go, hey motherfucker, stop, stop.
Like you're gonna lose your grip on this world.
- Wow.
- Yeah.
They literally told him to stop doing it, he said.
- See, it's such an intense experience for me
that I couldn't imagine wanting that every day.
It's kind of like, I did it and I'm good for a while.
- This guy's an intense guy.
- That's fucking nuts.
- He's a wild dude.
He's an artist who does biomech tattoos.
You know, that biomech type of art?
You know what I'm talking about?
- No, no.
- Biomech, see if you Google like biomech art.
My buddy has a sleeve done by this dude.
His art's incredible.
- Oh, okay.
That makes sense, yeah.
- But his is more like that, exactly like that.
So it's like, almost like alien.
- That's cool.
- Yeah, like that kind of shit.
That's a certain style of tattooing called biomech.
And this dude was fucking, well he is still elite at it.
- That's a cool thing to specialize in, that type of tattoo.
- Yeah, that's a little different.
That's not quite, that's more like it.
That's more like it, that kind of.
It's all this weird sort of alien looking fucking trippy shit.
- I would imagine you have to be an intense guy
to even know how to do that, so.
- Yeah, well it's also to specialize
in that one particular style of art.
It's like his vision of life was like all fucked up
and distorted and twisted.
- One of the people I did DMT with
wasn't told to like not do DMT anymore by the Ls,
but was told like, you know you don't have to come back anymore.
Almost in a gentle way.
Like we came out of our trips and the friend was like,
they told me I don't have to come back anymore.
I'm like, how many times have you done it?
He's like nine.
I'm like, maybe take a break then.
- I've done it nine.
I've done it more than nine.
- Yeah.
- Yeah, I think I haven't done it a couple of years though.
So maybe I could get back in there and have a conversation.
But the, like I said, the last time that I did it
was probably the most intense and the most weird.
'Cause when they were giving me the finger.
But it was like, it was, I've never like, but it's just, I think sometimes what
we, what people do and what I've certainly done is you protect yourself from
criticism or you protect yourself from your own analysis of your, your correct
and incorrect thoughts and actions by bullshitting yourself.
And one of the, the ways that you realize if you're bullshitting yourself is
like, how do you react to satire?
How do you react to being mocked?
How do you react to people not taking you seriously?
Do you go, ah, that's their prerogative.
Good luck.
Or do you go, fuck them.
I'm going to fucking make a response video.
Oh, right.
You know, and the, the aliens or the, whatever they were, the jesters, and they
all had the little bells, the little hats with the bells.
Yeah, it's so crazy.
They look like little courtyard.
It's nuts.
They, they, but they were going like this, fuck you.
And they were like openly mocking me.
And my initial response was, Hey, and then I realized like, oh, and they were
like, ah, that's it.
You got it.
I was like, they're kind of sarcastic.
Oh yeah.
Well, they know your bullshit.
They know all of your nonsense.
They know all of your thoughts.
They know, I mean, whatever the fuck they are, whether they're a part of your
consciousness or whether these are intelligent entities in another dimension
that you're interacting with.
See, that is what I've been questioning since doing this.
So I was told by a friend who's done DMT a lot that after you do DMT, pay
attention to the real world.
And if you believe that the elves are real beings that are independent of
something created in your own brain due to the DMT, they'll like send you a
sign.
Right.
And I was like, again, crackhead shit.
No, I'm not going to meet the elves in real life.
Right.
Right.
So one of the things in my first trip that they kept telling me was this is not
the end.
This is not the end.
They kept telling me that because I think I was asking them, like, is this what
happens when you die?
Like, what is this?
They said the phrase, this is not the end multiple times.
Directly after the trip, we go to a restaurant and I wasn't liking the inner,
like, there's like a glow after DMT that you kind of want to maintain.
And I didn't like the energy in the first restaurant.
So I was like, let's leave.
Went to another restaurant.
What was wrong with the energy?
The people were just weird.
I don't know.
It's like you create like a bubble when you do it with like friends and you're
like, I don't like what they might do to our bubble.
So then we go to another restaurant and there's a huge sign that just says,
this is not the end on the thing.
And I'm like, whoa, what?
And then I looked at my friend who told me to look for signs and he's like,
told you.
So I'm like, I mean, I'm not saying that I think that they really are beings.
I'm going back and forth between that.

Blaire White Tells Joe About Her DMT Experience

- The Joe Rogan experience.
- But this is another,
one of the really big realizations I had doing DMT.
So we should talk about that.
So, since doing DMT, which I did it two weeks ago,
I did it twice in two weeks,
I had this like overwhelming sense of like,
some people do DMT and then they start seeing people
as NPCs, I've heard that talked about.
Like they start seeing people as like,
these are not real people with souls
and like, that's strange to me.
- Who said that?
- I see it all the time.
People's like, I've had friends that do it
and they start seeing people as NPCs
based on what kind of trip they had.
Like if they saw the elves or didn't,
if they just saw cool colors or didn't.
And for me, I actually--
- Wait a minute, wait a minute.
So you're saying that if people have a DMT trip
and they didn't see the elves
and they think of that person who had that DMT trip
as an NPC?
- As like an NPC, like you don't have like a soul
'cause you didn't really connect with like any beings,
you just saw pretty colors,
like you had a very simple experience,
you know what I mean?
- Oh, that's so silly.
- But I had the opposite from after doing a DMT.
I see so much more humanity in everyone I'm around.
Like I feel very changed after doing DMT.
It's a very profound experience.
And like, I'm just noticing more things about people,
I'm being more aware of like their body language
when they talk to me.
And it's, I think it was a very positive thing doing DMT.
And my experience was the closest thing
the closest thing to a spiritual experience I've ever had
because I've never been a person that's been terribly connected
to like anything larger than me.
I'd never been religious, never been spiritual.
And I'd say it was the closest to like a spiritual thing for me.
- I think it is a spiritual thing.
I think it's an undeniably spiritual thing.
And that's the thing about it is like it forces you to think
about love and connection and then the bonds that people have
with each other in a way that you don't get from anything else.
The powerful experience of a transcended psychedelic moment
is, it's not like anything else you experience in life
other than maybe like a near death experience.
- Yeah.
- But you could argue that they're the same thing.
I know people that have had near death experiences
that swear that it was like a DMT trip.
- I'm sure.
And they're, I think, I don't think it's confirmed,
but people say that it's what happens when you legally die
or medically die.
It's like you have a DMT trip and I could see that.
- It's not confirmed, but there's a lot of, you know,
there's a lot of evidence that points to that.
- I could see that.
And in a way made me like less fearful of death
because I was like, if this is what happens at the end,
it's a great feeling.
- Yeah.
- I'm okay with it going out like that.
Like it's, you just get this, for me at least,
when I first was hitting it and then like,
you start to leave the planet.
I felt like this intense, like set of rings
going around my body, like of just warmth
and like happiness and love.
And then all of a sudden I'm like in space.
And I did see an elf, which is what people call them.
- What did they look like?
- Kind of like a court jester and it had like slinky long arms.
And it was, and it sounds like crackhead shit
if you'd ever done D.O.T.
- No, I saw a bunch of court jesters too.
- A lot of people have a shared like physical description
of what these things look like.
- One of my most profound experiences,
there was a bunch of court jesters giving me the finger.
- Just flipping you off.
- They're like, fuck you, like openly mocking me.
And I was like, what?
- Killing your ego.
- Well, I realized I take myself too seriously.
Like as they were doing it, I was like,
I know what you're saying.
And they went like this.
- Like chill out.
- That's it.
I like, I got it.
Like while they were doing it, I was like,
oh, I get it, I get it.
And you're like, mm-hmm.
- That's the thing is like they,
a common experience, people who meet the elves
or the jester, whatever you want to call them,
they have like something to like teach you.
So for me, it was kind of similar to learning
not to take myself seriously,
but it was more so don't take life so fucking seriously.
Trust the process of life because I'm someone who,
even though I like to think I have my life pretty together,
I still worry about everything so much all the time.
I'm always stressed out.
And the elf was telling me like,
does everything have to be a fight, Blair?
Is everything a war?
Are you worried about everything?
Like kind of clowning me a little bit,
literally 'cause it's kind of clownish.
Like really, is everything that serious?
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- And I was like, yeah, I'll just chill out.
Yeah.
And it was like that simple.
I was like, okay, I'll chill.
- It's good that you can grasp that
and have that experience and learn from it.
'Cause a lot of people can't.
And that's when they have bad trips.
Because they try to fight it.
And they try to resist.
And they're like, no, I don't wanna fight anything.
And then all of a sudden you're in this fucking death spiral.
- That was my mistake with shrooms.
- Oh.
- I did shrooms about a year ago.
It was actually when I was evacuating LA
'cause the riots went up with some friends in the mountains.
Let's do shrooms.
And it was my first time doing it.
And the person who was supplying said shrooms
basically gave me a huge plate like this big,
stacked it, covered it in shrooms and said,
eat all of them, which is very irresponsible
for someone's first time.
- How many grams?
- I don't know.
I just know it was a plate covered in shrooms.
- Show me the size of the plate.
Give me an example.
Oh my God.
- It was like a dinner plate.
- Like when you'd go to like Ruth's Chris and have a steak.
- Yes.
Yes.
But it was shrooms.
And I have never done shrooms in my life.
I had no, 'cause until you do a psychedelic,
you have no concept of psychedelic.
Like weed isn't anything close to it,
not even the same planet.
So I ate all of it.
We walked down to the water and then the whole world changed.
But the difference between shrooms and DMT is like,
to me, with shrooms, you're still on earth,
even though earth's heavily distorted and--
- That's because you have your eyes open
and you're walking around.
- That's true.
DMT, you leave earth.
- If you were in silent darkness,
if you were alone by yourself in the dark
and you were laying down on mushrooms,
and you just closed your eyes,
it'd be very similar.
- Oh, okay.
That makes sense to me.
- Yeah.
- Yeah, we were walking around
and there's something about doing it,
like we were in this neighborhood in Big Bear
with all these like cabins.
And like I was started getting so freaked out
that everyone was just watching from their houses.
And it was me and five people.
And so we were all tripping,
walking back to the cabin from the water,
holding hands, walking slowly.
- Oh my God.
- And I was like, are people looking?
Are people looking?
- They probably are.
Holding hands?
- No, yeah, for sure.
- Tripping balls?
- And we were all like social media people or whatever.
We were like, people are gonna film this.
It's gonna be on YouTube tomorrow.
- Wow, it'd be fun.
- Yeah, I wouldn't have been ashamed.
- It's not the best idea to do that publicly.
A lot of people wind up doing that.
They do it publicly and they trip balls
and they walk around.
- Or to eat a whole fucking plate.
- Yeah.
- I should have had one little shroom.
- That's a good way to start.
A good way to start is like one
and you get like a little feeling,
maybe like a do-a-gram, you know, nothing crazy.
Before you wanna get into like the three to five gram,
like yikes.
- I think it's also very important to do it
when you're maybe in a good place in life.
Like I would never wanna do it if I was in a bad place.
Like when I did shrooms,
half of my trip was really, really scary and really bad
because I was in a bad mindset.
Like LA was on fire, I was escaping,
I felt unsure about the world right before we tripped.
It was like a news report,
like Trump going into a bunker
as protesters ascended upon the White House.
And I was like, let me escape this.
I don't think it's good to use it like as escapism shrooms.
- Did Trump have to go to a bunker?
Is that real?
- I think they, I think he denied it after that,
but I remember in DC when it was the riots happening
and I think they moved Trump to a safe place.
I'm sure he would deny it, but.
But when I did DMT, I did it very recently
and I'm in like one of the best places of my life recently.
Like I'm in a new city that I'm actually really enjoying,
even though it was a tough transition at first.
Been through a couple of those.
But I'm just very happy, so I wasn't escaping anything.
I was like, teach me what you have to teach me.
- Right.
- Yeah.
And then the second time I went even farther, but.
- It's very bizarre that it's so there.
It's so easy to get to.
It's just 15 seconds away.
It's one of the most insane experiences
that a human being could possibly encounter.
- Yeah.
- It's, if that was a, if there was a thing
that you could, like a ride at Disneyland,
it would be a mile long, mile long line
to get into that fucking thing.
- Right.
- Everybody would be like, oh, I wanna go on that ride.
- Right.
- 'Cause it's so fucking crazy.
- Yeah, and just the fact that, I don't know.
So I had a lot of resistance
towards ever trying psychedelics for a while
because I did grow up in a household
where everyone was addicted to drugs
and my brother was in prison for selling drugs
and heroin and all that kind of shit, right?
So I was like, I'm never gonna do drugs.
But then like, I just see psychedelics a bit different.
It's not, it's not meth.
It's not any of that shit.
- No, they are very, very, very different.
- Yeah, it's a whole different thing.
And like, it's really hard to even articulate
what the trip is with DMT specifically
without ever doing it.
So like people were telling me about the elves
and I was like, y'all are crackheads.
Don't tell me about some fucking elves I'm about to meet.
- The problem with the term drug is it's all,
it's a blanket term that you could use for caffeine.
You use for nicotine, you use for alcohol.
- Chocolate.
- Yeah, there's a lot of drugs.
- Yeah.
- Adrenaline's a drug.
- And while I'm sure it's possible,
I can't imagine after now doing DMT twice,
I can't imagine someone becoming like addicted to it.
- Oh, I wouldn't know about that.
I know a guy was a tattoo artist that was doing DMT
every fucking day, multiple times a day.
And then finally the entities had to sit him down
and go, hey motherfucker, stop, stop.
Like you're gonna lose your grip on this world.
- Wow.
- Yeah.
They literally told him to stop doing it, he said.
- See, it's such an intense experience for me
that I couldn't imagine wanting that every day.
It's kind of like, I did it and I'm good for a while.
- This guy's an intense guy.
- That's fucking nuts.
- He's a wild dude.
He's an artist who does biomech tattoos.
You know, that biomech type of art?
You know what I'm talking about?
- No, no.
- Biomech, see if you Google like biomech art.
My buddy has a sleeve done by this dude.
His art's incredible.
- Oh, okay.
That makes sense, yeah.
- But his is more like that, exactly like that.
So it's like, almost like alien.
- That's cool.
- Yeah, like that kind of shit.
That's a certain style of tattooing called biomech.
And this dude was fucking, well he is still elite at it.
- That's a cool thing to specialize in, that type of tattoo.
- Yeah, that's a little different.
That's not quite, that's more like it.
That's more like it, that kind of.
It's all this weird sort of alien looking fucking trippy shit.
- I would imagine you have to be an intense guy
to even know how to do that, so.
- Yeah, well it's also to specialize
in that one particular style of art.
It's like his vision of life was like all fucked up
and distorted and tw